I live in a small town. I know everyone says that but.. I mean it. We have one stoplight! There are many perks of living here. But.. there are plenty of bad things!
1.) Everyone knows everyone- everyone has their opinion about you, they either love you or hate you!
2.) Values- everyone has different values, but when you live in a small town, a lot of people have the same values, or religion, or morals. My family is from a different area, so we fit in with a select group of people, that didn't grow up around here
3.) No bonfires- seriously!?
4.) Quite- maybe too quite.......
5.) Everyone knows where you were when- if you were out walking around town at midnight, everyone knows! If you do something wrong, everyone knows! I'm not sure how but, that's just how it is.
If you don't know what I'm talking about, listen to the song this nothin town by jason aldean... pretty much describes my town
Monday, February 4, 2013
Career Days
Do you know how hard it is to find a reliable, teacher approved source on Endocrinology?! I have looked in books, the Occupational Outlook handbook, and pa career zone! There is absolutely nothing on Endocrinology! Does anyone know any reliable, teacher approved sources? Please Help!!!!!
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Courage
"All it takes is twenty seconds of insane courage and something good will come of it, I promise"This is one of my favorite quotes from the movie We Bought A Zoo.
Acting courageously can be difficult sometimes , I have had trouble with confidence and being courageous as I have gotten older. Whenever we're younger its easier to act courageous, in example Scout, Jem and Dill all stand up for their father in the book To Kill a Mockingbird. This was probably really easy for them because lets face it, they don't have much of a reputation yet. Whenever you're older its harder because you have people that look up to you, you have people that may judge you, and you have a reputation. This is why it is so special for Atticus to defend a black man in the book. The whole town knows Atticus Finch, he's never done anything wrong, but now he is defending a black man, which then was politically incorrect. After losing his case, Atticus felt as if he let his kids down. Atticus had people judging him throughout the whole book, but he didn't care, that's what I think was so courageous about it, he didn't care what other people thought. I don't know about you but I have a hard time not letting people criticize me. I care too much about what people think, that is why I am not as confidant as I should be. Some things I have been doing to fix this is wearing what I want, I have learned not to care what people think of my clothes. I have also been cheer leading for my high school. People don't expect Olivia to be a cheerleader. People are probably judging me for that, in fact I know people are judging me for it. You see in our school, to make it to the top, you usually play a sport, and technically cheer leading isn't a sport. I don't really care if I'm at the top anymore. I enjoy what I do, and I am going to stick with it.
What are some things you do to be courageous, to help yourself or to help others?
Bucket List
-go up to a girl with cancer tell her she is a rockstar, get her autograph, and a picture with her, tell her to stay strong
-break a bone (okay I know thats weird but I just want to know what it feels like!)
-go to a Luke Bryan, Eric Church, and Jason Aldean concert
-witness a fight at lunch
-get into a fight (again its weird but I just wanna know if it feels good to punch someone, and get your anger out at them)
-Go to Haiti and help everyone there
-get in a food fight
-stand up to a teacher and walk out of their classroom
-maintain an A+ in Biology or Math for one quarter or more
-grow my hair to my ribcage
-(the last one is a secret, but you might find out later)
-sing in front of people
-break a bone (okay I know thats weird but I just want to know what it feels like!)
-go to a Luke Bryan, Eric Church, and Jason Aldean concert
-witness a fight at lunch
-get into a fight (again its weird but I just wanna know if it feels good to punch someone, and get your anger out at them)
-Go to Haiti and help everyone there
-get in a food fight
-stand up to a teacher and walk out of their classroom
-maintain an A+ in Biology or Math for one quarter or more
-grow my hair to my ribcage
-(the last one is a secret, but you might find out later)
-sing in front of people
This is weird to start a bucket list now, but I want to look back on my life when Im older and remember all of these things. Whats something on your bucket list?
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Field Hockey Gone Wrong
As most of you know I play field hockey, but most of you don't know is I play goalie. Yesterday the JV team and I went a play day in Carlisle. I was having an awesome game, during the first half, with some awesome half high saves and one lunge, some goalie terms for really awesome saves. We went out into the second half with the score one, one and I was feeling good about what was to come. One of the girls from the other team had gotten a breakaway and a girl from our team was following. The both plowed me over after I called the ball but no one could hear. My helmet and hand protectors both came off and as I sat up everybody was telling me my lip was bleeding, but I was ignoring them because the ref had just called the goal in and I was not too happy. Nothing really hurt until I got up and my tailbone was definatley broken. Our back up goalie got dressed and they went on with the game. We lost the game 2-1 because the ref counted the goal that couldn't have been defended. 20 minutes later they started to play our second game without me. When the game was almost over I left and felt fine but as soon as I took off my shoulder pads that I had left on from the last game I felt like crap. My head hurt, I felt like I was going to pukee, my hands felt numb, and my words didn't make any sense. My mom drove me to the Emergencey Room and they put a neck brace on me put me in a wheelchair and took me to my room. I felt hopeless. When I was in my bed they checked my blood sugar and it was 500. It couldn't be I didn't eat anything all day, I put in my lunch! Then we checked my site it was put. They checked my eyes and my head and I layer there for a while before being taken to my first catscan. I then got put on an IV drip when I got back to my room and I fell asleep. I don't remember them saying anything about my "diagnosis" but when I woke up my mom said I couldn't play hockey for two weeks (the rest of the season) The nurses waited for my blood sugar to go down before they let me go home and the whole time I just wanted a drink of water! They have no idea what it's like to have ketones and have just thrown up and not get one sip of water! It was awful!
We did some research today and traumatic hits to the head can raise your blood sugar, it wasn't my fault, as it has been before, that my blood was high!
Well I guess I just thought I would let you in on my trip to the ER
P.s. I finally got that drink of water when I got home at midnight! Hahahah
We did some research today and traumatic hits to the head can raise your blood sugar, it wasn't my fault, as it has been before, that my blood was high!
Well I guess I just thought I would let you in on my trip to the ER
P.s. I finally got that drink of water when I got home at midnight! Hahahah
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Crying over...40phor
I read my dads blog tonight, all of it, it made me cry, particularly in one of the posts. CRYING OVER MEATLOAF. It talked about how we as people need to remember the little things in life. It told the story of a nine eleven victims family making a speech about missing her smile, her laughter, and her meatloaf. This was the point where my dad started crying over the CNN broadcast. This was posted on his blog last year, and I'm sure every time I feel like I just need to cry I will go to that post and read it. Do you ever feel like you just need to cry? The other thing that made me cry was that he put what he would miss about us. Hattie- her mispronunciation, and misspelling of words, like tread meal. Mom- honking about the dents in the garage door and every time he would park not being ale to laugh with someone about his terrible parking job. Me-- my passing gas, laughing hysterically, and connecting my thoughts. Dad I would miss you helping me with my math homework even though sometimes I don't need help, every time I would see Erin I would think of the time mom cut a big chunk out of the back of your hair, and most of all every time someone made me chicken or put fruit loops in front of me I would miss surprise chicken, or making pepperoni rolls when I see mr. D. or the time you laughed hysterically at funniest home videos when we were little or ridiculousness when we got older. I would definatley miss how understanding you are , even though sometimes its hard to see.
The point is everyone you will miss the little things, but they will sometimes make us laugh and talking about them will make it better. I know his because two years ago someone I look up to very much died. He was my fifth grade teacher and every time I think of him I'm either laying hysterically or crying hysterically. Some things I remember about him were that: one time he acted like a bear on his knees and scared the day lights out of one of my friends, the second when he would make fun of me in a joking manner, but the one day I was tired of it, he noticed and he called me over and told me he would stop and he didn't mean to hurt me, the third when we were watching elf the day before Christmas break and he laughed hysterically, no joke you could hear him laughing at the end of the hall, how he gave us all nicknames all 80 fifth graders nicknames. But last but certainly not least the time a bunch of students said they hate death and he said " it's hard to believe you guys come into someone's classroom and say you hate the subject they are teaching." I will never forget that, that is what made math my favorite subject and I will never forget owe little things about him, never.
So go head and cry I've meatloaf, or surprise chicken in my case, or my favorite subject. No one is going to judge you they will thank you for reminding them of the little things they miss.
Olivia Kuhns
The point is everyone you will miss the little things, but they will sometimes make us laugh and talking about them will make it better. I know his because two years ago someone I look up to very much died. He was my fifth grade teacher and every time I think of him I'm either laying hysterically or crying hysterically. Some things I remember about him were that: one time he acted like a bear on his knees and scared the day lights out of one of my friends, the second when he would make fun of me in a joking manner, but the one day I was tired of it, he noticed and he called me over and told me he would stop and he didn't mean to hurt me, the third when we were watching elf the day before Christmas break and he laughed hysterically, no joke you could hear him laughing at the end of the hall, how he gave us all nicknames all 80 fifth graders nicknames. But last but certainly not least the time a bunch of students said they hate death and he said " it's hard to believe you guys come into someone's classroom and say you hate the subject they are teaching." I will never forget that, that is what made math my favorite subject and I will never forget owe little things about him, never.
So go head and cry I've meatloaf, or surprise chicken in my case, or my favorite subject. No one is going to judge you they will thank you for reminding them of the little things they miss.
Olivia Kuhns
Monday, June 4, 2012
Excersize Day 1
Tennis
Walking uphill
Chasing the Ice Cream truck hahaha
Jumping on the Trampoline
Just Dance
motivation is up but wait for two weeks then well see. Please tell me that your here. Im thinking of starting another blog just about me and life not about diabetes.
Walking uphill
Chasing the Ice Cream truck hahaha
Jumping on the Trampoline
Just Dance
motivation is up but wait for two weeks then well see. Please tell me that your here. Im thinking of starting another blog just about me and life not about diabetes.
Diet Day 1
I found a plan of really yummy food that I am going to try!
Breakfast- The Eye Opener- a wrap of low-fat mozzarella cheese, green and red pepper slices, horseradish mustard, and deli roast beef. 1/2 cup of orange juice.
Morning Snack- Peanut Butter and Honey Crackers
Lunch- Half of a salami/ham/lebanon bologna pretzel sandwich, glass of water
Afternoon Snack- Cup of mint chocolate chip ice cream (didnt eat it yet, its good to plan ahead)
Dinner- Whatever my parents make, I will post it later with excersize
Breakfast- The Eye Opener- a wrap of low-fat mozzarella cheese, green and red pepper slices, horseradish mustard, and deli roast beef. 1/2 cup of orange juice.
Morning Snack- Peanut Butter and Honey Crackers
Lunch- Half of a salami/ham/lebanon bologna pretzel sandwich, glass of water
Afternoon Snack- Cup of mint chocolate chip ice cream (didnt eat it yet, its good to plan ahead)
Dinner- Whatever my parents make, I will post it later with excersize
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Memes 2
I had an idea for a type 1 meme and I wanted to know what you guys thought of it
Effie Trinket: Happy Bolusing And May The Blood Sugars Be Ever In Your Favor!
Another one is
Peeta throws bread at Katniss
Katniss: How Many Carbs?
Good Idea?
Effie Trinket: Happy Bolusing And May The Blood Sugars Be Ever In Your Favor!
Another one is
Peeta throws bread at Katniss
Katniss: How Many Carbs?
Good Idea?
Jittery in June
I will be posting a lot in the next few days because June is going to be very busy for me. The whole month is packed full of things to do, which probably wont include blogging. Please give me more ideas on what to write about. I am in kind of a writers block I have ideas but I am not sure if they are good? Please give me ideas and please dont say anything about struggles, I know you like to know how I see struggles with diabetes but I am tired of writing about my struggles.
Summer Sweets and Diabetic Dreams
Hear the Christmas toons coming down the road while your working on your fabulous tan? See the flahing lights on the cart of the cotton candy stand at the Carnival? How about the guy yelling "popcorn only a dollar, get your popcorn" at the baseball game you caught this summer? Face it we all dream about things we cant have such as boys, expensive vacations, or even food. But truth is we can have the food as long as we put it in our little dohickers on our waistband. Wow that sounded Perry County of me!(Perry County is where I live, its like hick central) Anyways, a lot of people look at me weird when I eat cotton candy or a cookie or ice cream because they think that Im not allowed to have it. FALSE! As long as I put it in my pump I will be good, yes I am sure! Over the summer there are a lot of temptations around. Popcorn at the pool, Cotton Candy at the carnival, Ice Cream from the ice cream truck, and snacking all day because we are out of school and dont know what to do with ourselves. You can eat these things but be careful that you put it in and maybe choose one for a day, instead of eating them all then feeling like crap. Be smart this summer and dont give in to all your temptations, just some of them and please in the name of Diabetes bolus for what you eat!!
Diabetes Diets
I have been looking to losing and controling my weight. I am not over weight, but I am out of shape, and I were the same size jeans as my mom. I want a summer work out plan and eating plan that is safe for diabetics, which trust me is very hard to find. All the diets I find are either for type 2's or too hard for me to follow as a fourteen year old. I like the food my parents make and I usually have to eat it. I dont want to be rude and say Im not going to eat it but sometimes I wish we had different choices, other than a pb&j. As for the excersize plans, I have some ideas of what I need to do in example; running for a half an hour, 60 minutes a day of excersize etc. What I really need is motivation. Please if you have any ideas on diets for type 1's share them with me because I really want to get in shape. Also please help motivate me, because trust me I need it.
Day 1
weight: 140
excersize: none :(
unhealthy food: ice cream, baked beans, cookie, roast beef sandwich from arbys, curly friess from arbys, french toast sticks w/ light syrup
.........................so as you can see I really need that diet............................
Day 1
weight: 140
excersize: none :(
unhealthy food: ice cream, baked beans, cookie, roast beef sandwich from arbys, curly friess from arbys, french toast sticks w/ light syrup
.........................so as you can see I really need that diet............................
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Memes for diabetics
I'm very very sorry I haven't blogged in a long time my life is very crazy right now between school ending, field hockey ending, and summer parties! My friend and I found on Facebook these really cool diabetic memes cthey are ridiculously funny so if you have a Facebook search and hit that like button! Get ready to laugh!
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Juggling my life as a teenager with having diabetes
So everyone's been saying oh you should post about juggling teen age life with diabetes, but I really don't have to juggle its more like a unicycle ride with a few bumps in the way. I do everything all the other average teenager does but if we eat a snack I pull out pumpernickel and put in my insulin. (pumpernickel is my pump by the way) I don't have many struggles. I am growing slowly(if you know what I mean) but when I start to change and go thought the teen age stuff I'm sure there will be many struggles. A teacher the other day asked me if I could eat ice cream with the rest of the class I explained to him I can do anything you can do only better he laughed. I love high school, and pumpernickel and diabetes does not usually get in the way of my life.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Teachers don't know anything
So this is for the newly diagnosed parents and kids. I was always told that I have an exception, that I don't need to listen to my teacher if I have a diabetes "situation". One day a long time ago in first grade I got up to eat my afternoon snack, this was when I took shots, a kid actually told the teacher on me, my best friend I might add, I bet she doesn't remember this, but I do because my parents told me I never have to listen to the teacher when it's a d sitch. Last year in my home-ec class we were learning about jutrition, a kid asked what diabetes was. The teacher looked at me and said "Olivia, why don't you tell them." I did, the teacher immediately told me I was wrong and it's because when I was little I ate too much junk. I went to the bathroom and cried because the way she said it was "shame on you, it's your fault, I can't believe you" I have never told anyone this, I guess I just thought she was right, it was my fault I had diabetes, I thought if she's ashamed that I gave myself this, I should be too. I then came to realize its not my fault, I didn't do this to myself, I mean I was five when it happened! My pancreas just shut-off, I couldn't control it, I didn't turn it off. Please no-one listen to your teachers about diabetes,most of the time they have no idea what they are talking about. AND PLEASE REMEMBER ITS NOT YOUR FAULT! Stay strong, be you, and love everything about it. BE-YOU-TIFUL!
Friday, March 23, 2012
I got da Beetus
Come home eat a snack
Unpack my backpack
Oh snap
Forgot to check my blood
Oh I'm such a dud
I'm in thick mud
Mom will be mad
Don't even wanna talk about dad
This is so bad
I got da Beetus
Oh, ya best believe it
I got da Beetus
Oh, ya best believe it
I still play
There's no delay
Da Beetus you say?
It ain't contagious
I'm real courageous
This is outrageous
I got da Beetus
Oh, ya best believe it
I got da Beetus
Oh, ya best believe it
They stop and stare
But I don't care
Just flip my hair
Got no insulin
This could be sickenin
What's that tinglin
I got da Beetus
Oh, ya best believe it
I got da Beetus
-👣
Floor hockey tourney
Thank you so much, for tonight. For some of you who don't know my family and some others held a floor hockey tournament tonight to raise money for the tour de cure. We raised (drumroll please)..................
730 dollars!!!!!!
Thank you everyone that played for your support! Everyone did a great job.
Thanks again
Shirey, Abe,mom,dad,pucker up team
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Thank You sooooo much!!!
Woooooohoooooo 133 page views past my goal! Thank you guys so much. Please comment more to tell me what you think, and tell me your stories, and your thoughts on what I should write about. Thank you sooooo much!
Nurses are Nags..... Sometimes
I don't know somedays my school nurse just ticks me off. Somedays she is nicest person ever. I love bonding with the nurse when my blood sugar is high or low but lately I have been avoiding going to the nurse. I dont know if it's because I'm getting older or what? I think it's the way she looks over my shoulder when I'm doing stuff, or how sometimes the sub nurse calls to my classes so I will come check when I don't even have to! My friends definitely get annoyed by this sometimes we will just be sitting at lunch and she will come storming in behind me shouting Olivia did you do, or else it seems like she's shouting. Comment below to tell my stories about your nurses.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Thank You
So, I have recently learned that there are actual people reading this! I walked down the hall yesterday and people responded to the post asking if people were there reading and listening. Shout out to Fayth Stephenson she was the one who actually reassured me that people were listening. Thanks Fayth!
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